{"id":379,"date":"2012-04-25T07:03:17","date_gmt":"2012-04-25T15:03:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/?p=379"},"modified":"2012-04-25T07:05:21","modified_gmt":"2012-04-25T15:05:21","slug":"shannon-borg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/?p=379","title":{"rendered":"Shannon Borg"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Attempting the Equator: Amelia Earhart, 1937<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2026 for it was her voice that made<\/em><br \/>\n<em> the sky acutest at its vanishing.<\/em><br \/>\n\u2014Wallace Stevens<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Whenever the cameras wanted her to kiss her husband goodbye<br \/>\nshe shook his hand. Newsreel never showed the crimson<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">in her cheek, the gap between her teeth &#8212; he told her: <em>Smile<\/em><br \/>\n<em> with your mouth closed, dear. And no hats! We want to see<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>your tousled locks.<\/em> So it came to this\u2014nothing to do but tie<br \/>\na smoky rope around the world. This is the last flight,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">the camera clicking questions,<em> You can never miss<\/em><br \/>\n<em> an island,<\/em> she says, tooth-gap smiling its emptiness. This<\/p>\n<p>was her domesticity\u2014a zigzag stitch<br \/>\nconnecting hemispheres, above the abyss of Africa, from one<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">ocean\u2019s obscurity to another. In the cockpit, bottles of water,<br \/>\ntomato juice, airsick pills, sandwiches she couldn\u2019t eat.<\/p>\n<p>From Los Angeles, her stomach in a knot six days. On the phone<br \/>\nfrom Honolulu to her husband\u2014<em>I\u2019m experiencing<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>\u201cpersonnel difficulties\u201d<\/em>\u2014her radio expert gone, yes,<br \/>\nbut this was different, this was code<\/p>\n<p>for the navigator\u2019s whiskey jag. <em>Quit now, come home<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Amelia<\/em>\u2014the line breaking up\u2014<em>I\u2019m finding it<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>hard to hear you,<\/em> he says, <em>I\u2019m losing you\u2014<\/em><br \/>\nAnd still to come, the hardest stitch\u2014across<\/p>\n<p>the Pacific\u2019s sheen to Howland Island\u2014the needle could<br \/>\nlose north, cloud\u2019s blue fabric slip apart. This is home\u2014<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">the Lockheed\u2019s berth, emptied for tanks of gas, emptiness<br \/>\nmeant for the parachute and life raft she left behind.<\/p>\n<p>Her bony wrist bare, even the bracelet forgotten,<br \/>\nelephant hair for luck. But her faith immense as the godless sky\u2014<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">Howland, strip of sand less than two miles wide, thin<br \/>\nmouth on the sea\u2019s vast face, wouldn\u2019t it open for her,<\/p>\n<p>mouth <em>how?<\/em> Clear morning, her face hot, eyes burning<br \/>\nthe horizon with looking, the sun\u2019s thin resting place. Everyone gone,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">it seemed, from the world\u2014no husband, no agent, no line<br \/>\nof cars crawling under ticker-tape snow, no heady scent<\/p>\n<p>of roses, intoxication of fame. Just Earth\u2019s endless, indifferent<br \/>\ncurve. And this place, this plane: floating, rising, seeming<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">to fall, then finding solid air. Gasoline evaporating<br \/>\nlike a spirit somewhere deep in the motor\u2019s hum, and the scent<\/p>\n<p>of whiskey from the navigator\u2019s mouth, the hush<br \/>\nas he breathes cigarette after cigarette into ash.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">You can never miss an island. Her voice breathless<br \/>\ninto the speaker\u2014<em>I\u2019m flying the line, can no longer<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>hear you. Repeat. Cannot hear \u2026<\/em> her voice falling away<br \/>\nlike a chute opening over the sea\u2014<em>slow, circling down<\/em>\u2014<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">then, a moment of pure seduction in the drone of fear\u2014<br \/>\nengines quiet now\u2014she points the nose and wings straight<\/p>\n<p>into the darkest cloud bank, hears nothing<br \/>\nof the radio\u2019s crackling code, needle no longer stitching but spinning\u2014<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\">and emerges sunblind and exhausted, into neither<br \/>\nheaven nor hell, but slips between, into the needle eye,<\/p>\n<p>the island herself, into the last silver glint of possibility.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/shannonborg.wordpress.com\/\">Shannon Borg <\/a>is a poet and wine educator living on Orcas Island. Her publications include <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Corset-Shannon-Borg\/dp\/1933456272\"><em>Corset<\/em> <\/a>(poems, Cherry Grove, 2006); <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Chefs-Farm-Inspiration-Quillisascut-Domestic\/dp\/1594850801\/ref=lp_B001JP8458_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1335365780&amp;sr=1-1\">Chefs on the Farm<\/a><\/em> (a cookbook, Mountaineers, 2008), and poems in <em>The Paris Review, London Review of Books,<\/em>\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetrynw.org\/\"><em>Poetry Northwest,<\/em> <\/a>and other journals. Shannon holds an MFA from the University of Washington, and a PhD from the University of Houston. Her most recent project is called <em>26 Kitchens: How Neither Here Nor There Became Home,<\/em> a collection of essays chronicling every kitchen she&#8217;s lived in. It is currently posted on her blog <a href=\"http:\/\/26kitchens.wordpress.com.\">26Kitchens. \u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Attempting the Equator: Amelia Earhart, 1937 \u2026 for it was her voice that made the sky acutest at its vanishing. \u2014Wallace Stevens &nbsp; Whenever the cameras wanted her to kiss her husband goodbye she shook his hand. 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