{"id":318,"date":"2012-04-10T09:31:09","date_gmt":"2012-04-10T17:31:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/?p=318"},"modified":"2012-04-10T09:31:09","modified_gmt":"2012-04-10T17:31:09","slug":"alice-derry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/?p=318","title":{"rendered":"Alice Derry"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Beech<\/p>\n<p><em>Where there are beech trees, the land is always beautiful.<\/em><br \/>\n\u2014 a phrase by Richard Jeffries given me by my friend Bob Pyle,<br \/>\na foremost butterfly expert<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Rain had soaked you, Bob,<br \/>\nas you scrambled down a hillside<br \/>\nin Switzerland, beeches opening their leaves<br \/>\nlike an overture to Beethoven.<\/p>\n<p>Hungry, not because you were,<br \/>\nbut because you were almost out of money\u2014<br \/>\nall that lay between you and want.<\/p>\n<p>You couldn\u2019t work up courage to visit<br \/>\nthe great Nabakov and talk butterflies.<br \/>\n<em>What would you have to say? <\/em><br \/>\n\u201cI\u2019ll come back,\u201d you promised yourself.<br \/>\nBefore you could, he was dead.<\/p>\n<p>How many times I\u2019ve gone that same distance<br \/>\nin a foreign country, found what I\u2019ve hungered for,<br \/>\nbut couldn\u2019t ready myself<br \/>\nto brave the stares and break silence<br \/>\nwith rasped, clotted speech\u2014<br \/>\na near miss of how words<br \/>\nin another language should sound.<\/p>\n<p>Regret. Unable to discharge debt,<br \/>\nyour life became<br \/>\nwhat you didn\u2019t have a chance to tell him.<\/p>\n<p>\u2663<\/p>\n<p>Half an hour to visit the viewpoint at <em>K\u00f6nigstuhl,<\/em><br \/>\nand my companions, far ahead, anxious to see<br \/>\nwhat the guidebook promised.<br \/>\nI dawdled as always,<br \/>\nhoping something would speak.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing could match our Northwest firs,<br \/>\nI scoffed\u2014but disdain can open a space.<br \/>\nAround me the smooth gray of the giant beech trunks,<br \/>\ntheir unreachable canopy, filtering light,<br \/>\na kind of silence: holding fast<br \/>\nthe chalk cliffs above the Baltic.<\/p>\n<p>I was standing where Friedrich stood<br \/>\nwhen he painted sea and jagged rock, framed<br \/>\nby these sheltering beeches\u2014a Romantic painting,<br \/>\nthe trees guardians, keeping<br \/>\nhis three wanderers from the edge.<\/p>\n<p>\u2663<\/p>\n<p><em>Buchenwald<\/em>\u2014beech forest. The one<br \/>\nnear Weimar no different in its hundred-foot trees<br \/>\nrising in full, trembling leaf.<\/p>\n<p><em>Buchen,<\/em> hollow and breathy,<br \/>\nwind in the highest branches,<br \/>\npoint of no return. But <em>Wald<\/em> brings me back,<br \/>\nand I lean into the trees, trunk to trunk.<\/p>\n<p>A word can be tied by torment<br \/>\nto so many things opposite of tree and leaf,<br \/>\nof bare branch and breaking forth<br \/>\nfrom green-gold, red-brown bud\u2014<br \/>\nthat to say it<br \/>\nis to break a certain kind of faith<br \/>\nwith those who heard it as death.<\/p>\n<p>Which break, then, must be rescued<br \/>\nfrom silencing.<\/p>\n<p>Say <em>Buchenwald,<\/em> beech forest,<br \/>\nbearing its necessary other burden,<br \/>\nwhere human blood\u2019s been soaked indelibly,<br \/>\ndenied spirits still calling.<\/p>\n<p>Say <em>Buchenwald.<\/em> Without its sound,<br \/>\nwe might forget this forest.<br \/>\nTrees don\u2019t need to speak. We do.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>first printed in <a href=\"http:\/\/s_s_bentley.home.comcast.net\/~s_s_bentley\/fm\/linksnoframes.htm\"><em>Fine Madness,<\/em> <\/a>then in <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.floatingbridgepress.org\/\">Floating Bridge Review<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/alicederry.com\/\">Alice Derry\u2019s<\/a> newest collection of poems, <em><a href=\"http:\/\/alicederry.com\/books-and-poems\/tremolo\/\">Tremolo,<\/a><\/em> is forthcoming from Red Hen Press in 2012. It received a 2011 Washington Artist Trust Award. <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Strangers-Their-Courage-Alice-Derry\/dp\/0807127205\">Strangers To Their Courage,<\/a> <\/em>from Louisiana State University Press, 2001, was a finalist for the Washington Book Award. She has two previous full collections, <a href=\"http:\/\/alicederry.com\/books-and-poems\/stages-of-twilight\/\"><em>Stages of Twilight<\/em> <\/a>(chosen by Raymond Carver) and <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Clearwater-Alice-Derry\/dp\/091128723X\">Clearwater <\/a><\/em>(Blue Begonia Press). A chapbook of translations from Rainer Rilke appeared in 2002 from Pleasure Boat Studio, New York City. Derry taught English and German at Peninsula College in Port Angeles, Washington, for twenty-nine years, where she co-directed the<a href=\"http:\/\/www.pc.ctc.edu\/news\/general_event.aspx?id=18\"> Foothills Writers\u2019 Series.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Beech Where there are beech trees, the land is always beautiful. \u2014 a phrase by Richard Jeffries given me by my friend Bob Pyle, a foremost butterfly expert &nbsp; Rain had soaked you, Bob, as you scrambled down a hillside &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/?p=318\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[29,8,1],"tags":[108,109],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/318"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=318"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/318\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":320,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/318\/revisions\/320"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=318"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=318"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kathleenflenniken.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=318"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}